'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly

Yesterday i turned 23! I am so excited that most of my family remembered! :) The only people i didnt hear from were my parents :( but its ok :) Brian took me to Cracker Barrel and our friend jason joined us there! Then we came home and had ice cream cake :) it was a really good birthday :) Oh and I shouldnt forget that my brother Josh came over and made me a monkey :D Brian got an email from Hill saying that they are processing his resumee :D so hopefully that is a good sign :D I cant wait to be out of florida and say hello to seasons :)

ill be out of my mind and you'll be out of ideas pretty soon

Im sorry it took so long to update! I have been busy with doctor appointments. So update... i got my wisdom teeth out on friday :) i am mostly healed. Except for the stitch in my bottom left gum the is halfway dissolved and poking me in the cheek! But a few more days and i will be able to at solids again! I have been living off of tomato soup and smoothies :) i had some eggs and applesauce today. Its not a huge step but still its progress :) I am happy to report that i have lost three pounds. One of which since friday so that one ill probably gain back sadly :( Brian has been great! He took on the housework and has been doing good with it. :) I guess thats pretty much it! :)

if its not real you cant hold in your hands you cant feel it in your heart

so im just a little irked. I am kinda excited though. Im at the point that i dont care if i have friends in this county. Brian and i are doing great just in case any one wants to know. :) Im missing jen and cant wait to get to utah! Im so excited to be around family :) Brian and i went to the temple saturday and we are going again on the 22 :) I am loving my life with Brian :) So i guess i can say that its not that i dont care if I have friends here or not.... I dont care what they think of me cause I am exactly who I want to be and exactly what my husband loves. I guess im just saying that Im sick of people being fake. If its not real then dont bother. Im sorry Im all over the place today :) Just so much on my mind :)

keep your feet on the ground when your heads in the clouds

so just an update... We are still alive! :) lol We have been busy sort of lol. we went to old town this past weekend with josh and my parents. that was fun! Brian and I have a date on friday night! Im so excited! then saturday we are going to Busch Gardens! We decided just to have an US weekend since josh is gone and Echo and chirs dont need a sitter and we arent out of town :) im so excited :D I made my wonderful husband chocolate covered strawberries today. I think next time i will make choclate covered cherries! :D

seasons change but people dont!

So im back from utah! And i have some new pictures for you! I had so much fun in the snow and mountains and i cant wait to go back to see jen and mat and their girls! And it was really good to see Alli again! so here are the pictures!!!! They tell the story better than i can!

im leavin on a jet plane

So one of my best friends EVER is getting married friday. in salt lake utah! Im so excited! And brian and i are heading out there EARLY friday morning! Im extremley happy and cant wait to see her. I also get to meet matt and My nieces Emma and rachel!. I cant WAIT to see Jen again! No offense guys but i really hope it snows while we are there! I want to see it so badly! But brian and i will be back late sunday afternoon. We will miss most of confrence. and then next week we will have a late easter with my family! :D ill make sure to put up pictures!

It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife

So brian and i have been sick more often than not lately. But i have got to tell you... being married is so not what i expected. Its so much better. Once you get past the awkwardness of living with someone of the opposite sex its so so so much better. But i do have to say... I miss my friends and my family. But mostly i miss my mother. Its so hard to know that the only form of real communication i have with her is a cell phone. I really cant wait to see her next weekend! I miss her like crazy. I really miss just talking to her about everything even things I KNOW we wont agree on. But some good news? Brian likes my cooking! Whats funny is i mostly just follow recipes and add a few of my own things and ingredients. His brother, Josh also likes my cooking and as far as i know so does Joshs' girlfriend, Renee. I cant wait to go to Utah in a few weeks. I will get to see Alli if only for a second! I really miss her as well. I think i am going crazy... or im just way emotional... which is really odd. Oh well. Im sure once i see everyone I will feel better!