Monday, September 12, 2011

I'm beautiful in my way cause God makes no mistakes

Hi! I am going to say something that has been bugging me for a while now. I. Don't. Care. I found out recently who my true friends are and I am shocked at how few there are. But in the same sense, I am grateful for that few. I have been going crazy all my life trying to please EVERYONE. The only people I have to please is myself and my Heavenly Father. Well, and my husband. I have come to the conclusion that life is hard and that's just the way it is going to be. I do want to say thank you to the people who have been there for me and I want you to know that I will ALWAYS be there for you. My sisters Echo and Jen have been amazing and extremely understanding even though sometimes, I really don't deserve it. My friends Jaime and Christine have BEEN like sisters to me and I really appreciate it. Thank you so much. You guys have no idea how it felt to know that I just had to text you and my whole day would be better somehow. Some good news. I might get the opportunity to go to Utah this winter. I am a bit excited about that. School has been going well and I am so glad that I FINALLY took some time for me. I am happy with my choice to go back to school and am grateful to those who understood that it was important to me. Brian has been an amazing support system. I am grateful for that. Draco is doing well. He will be a year old next month :) Oh! And we will be moving in December! We will be closer to Clearwater. I will be closer to my friend Christine which will be awesome. Again thank you guys for being such amazing friends!