I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able

so lately I have been feeling like I am not doing my share in our household. I am a house wife. I clean and exercise and cook. So why do I feel like I am not doing enough just because I dont have a job? I will tell you why. Because every morning I wake up to the most beautifully handsome man ever. When I look at him I wonder how I was so lucky as to win his heart. Sure he is a bit dorky and a bit of a nerd. But I love him and he is so perfectly imperfect. Our marriage is the type where we can be silly together. I was jumping on the bed the other night and he just laughed. Not at me but because he could see how much fun I was having. We can play games together and we can have serious conversations. Our marriage is built on trust, love, and friendship. How much better can it get. Sometimes I just like to stare at him (until he realizes it and pretends he is psychic). He amazes me in every possible way. I can not wait to have kids with him. I know he is going to be a great father and I know that our family will not be perfect. No family is. But I know that he will help me in any possible way and he will always be there. He brings me flowers when Im sick or upset. He helps me keep the house clean. He makes me so happy. A lot of times I dont think he realizes just how lucky I feel or how happy he makes me. We have had our ups and downs... but what couple hasnt? What is important is that we can get through anything together. :) He is what keeps me sane. And he is someone I can go crazy with. I am so glad that we meet five years ago at EFY. I only hope that every girl could be as lucky as I am :)

All right all right slow down

So it looks as if we are going to be in florida another year. No big deal :) we WILL make it to Utah :) I guess there is just still some things we have to do here first :) Ok so I will be applying for jobs tomorrow. Hopefully I will find one soon :) but my question is to you... how do you talk to someone about an answer to your prayers? Better yet how do you act on this when there is another person involved? hmm not sure. I cant sleep. I have a lot on my mind. A lot has happened. Im sorry I have been updating regularly. I just dont have a really exciting life or a bunch of cute pictures to post :) But I do have a talk on sunday :) Im a little excited an a lot nervous! :) Brian and I are doing great :) I went to the temple last thursday with Rebecca :) that was lots of fun. I enjoyed spending some time with her. We have a new family member. His name is Jasper and he is a hamster. :) He likes me. Brian is scared of hurting him so i am the one who bathes him and holds him :) other than that there is nothing new :)