up down and all around

Oh my heck! I am getting married in a week and four days! well less then thatr but still! OMH! I so dont feel old enough to be getting married! but its all so new to me. I have no idea how to actr in this situation. I am constantly on the edge of tears! Always wanting to cry cause i dont want to leave home. Sometimes they all start coming down then i cant stop them. Other times im able to maintain myself knowing that im headed towards something better. But always always i want to hold my just want to hold my family and friends here in lake wales and tell them how much i love them. My emotions hate me right now :)

three weeks two days

ummm can you say nervous! No more like my nerves are so shot im making myself sick! :) Im going for one more fitting tomorrow! Then i get to bring my dress home :) Im nearly done packing and My mom is flipping out. The invites have been sent out. So be on the lookout for those.I am so scatter brained right now! :) I still have so much to do! :)

the days are too long yet too short

Ugh i am so tired! But! Only four weeks and three days left. The days seem to drag on until they are over. Then they seem to go to fast! ugh. But we are sending out the invitations on saturday and i am finishing my packing this week. Another upside? I spent good quality time with Amber yesterday and monday. We had so much fun! We watched movies and ate junk food and slept till eleven! one more plus. I get to see brian saturday!