here is the part where i tell you how i have been. i am not looking for a pity party. just some advice. i feel so lonely. surrounded by friends and family and i feel lost. i have created this mess mmyself. but i just dont know where to go from here. i have lost faith in a sense. i have no self confidence or self esteem. and like i said... this is my fault for lwtting people walk all over me and tear me down all my life. maybe if i had a little courage to stand up for myself, not just now but a long time ago, maybe i wouldnt feel like this? eh i dont know. has anyone else felt like this? i honestly think i just need a good vacation. to just get away from it all for a while. but i dont know. and like i said, i posted this for advice, so all advice is welcome.
so back to everyone else. josh is finally in th mtc. i havent heard from him yet but i am sure he is doing well. he will be serving the lucky people in the california venture mission are.
brian finally goy his sports car a while ago. he is loving it. eventually we will trade in his old scion so i can get a car that i want.
draco. my beautiful furry child. he stinks. literally. he got snipped last week. and we were told we couldnt bathe him for fourteen days. so we cant bathe him until monday. but has healed really well. and we have started finding his baby teeth. he has been losing them for a whil. we figured he was just swallowing them. but we found one last night. rather brian found one last night.
so all in all... everyone is doing well
