if its not real you cant hold in your hands you cant feel it in your heart

so im just a little irked. I am kinda excited though. Im at the point that i dont care if i have friends in this county. Brian and i are doing great just in case any one wants to know. :) Im missing jen and cant wait to get to utah! Im so excited to be around family :) Brian and i went to the temple saturday and we are going again on the 22 :) I am loving my life with Brian :) So i guess i can say that its not that i dont care if I have friends here or not.... I dont care what they think of me cause I am exactly who I want to be and exactly what my husband loves. I guess im just saying that Im sick of people being fake. If its not real then dont bother. Im sorry Im all over the place today :) Just so much on my mind :)

keep your feet on the ground when your heads in the clouds

so just an update... We are still alive! :) lol We have been busy sort of lol. we went to old town this past weekend with josh and my parents. that was fun! Brian and I have a date on friday night! Im so excited! then saturday we are going to Busch Gardens! We decided just to have an US weekend since josh is gone and Echo and chirs dont need a sitter and we arent out of town :) im so excited :D I made my wonderful husband chocolate covered strawberries today. I think next time i will make choclate covered cherries! :D

seasons change but people dont!

So im back from utah! And i have some new pictures for you! I had so much fun in the snow and mountains and i cant wait to go back to see jen and mat and their girls! And it was really good to see Alli again! so here are the pictures!!!! They tell the story better than i can!